When will I fall,

My feet off the ground,

Arms flailing,

Heart pounding,

Laughing?

My face flushed,

Vision hazy,

Reality blurred,

Will I fall?

When will it stop,

My throat burning,

Eyes stinging,

Heart pounding,

Aching?

My face flushed,

Vision clear

Reality clear

Is this all?

Feeling warm

Too warm.

Feeling afraid

And sad

Looking behind

So stupid

Stupid

Looking ahead

So blue

Blank.

Emma

xxxx